Wednesday, February 01, 2006
The Greatest Gift
My birthday is in 2 weeks.
I hate my birthday.
I am trying to maintain a positive attitude... I am working out, I am staying busy. I am going to my class.
But I can feel the sadness creeping in.
It comes every year... it usually hits before now though... and by this time it is pretty deeply set.
I don't like it.
I don't want this depression to sink in.
I want to stop it in it's tracks.
But I don't even know if it's depression... or just the birthday blahs...
or if there are certain people that are causing me stress that I need to smack around...
I have the muscles... I could do it!
I'd feel better.
I hate my birthday.
I am trying to maintain a positive attitude... I am working out, I am staying busy. I am going to my class.
But I can feel the sadness creeping in.
It comes every year... it usually hits before now though... and by this time it is pretty deeply set.
I don't like it.
I don't want this depression to sink in.
I want to stop it in it's tracks.
But I don't even know if it's depression... or just the birthday blahs...
or if there are certain people that are causing me stress that I need to smack around...
I have the muscles... I could do it!
I'd feel better.
Dragonfly 2/01/2006 10:32:00 PM