Sunday, September 17, 2006
What? It Can't be Sunny Everyday?
I've been told I can be a little dramatic, and over-whelming, especially during what might be construed as a "crisis" in my life.
I've also been told that I over-react and over-analyze. There's also the over-thinking and the jumping to conclusions.
I think this time... I can safely say... Even though I thought of worse case scenario - when it was presented to me, I was shocked, scared and extremely upset.
Then my mind went into over-drive.. Then panic set in...
Thank goodness for friends.
The ones you can call for those words of wisdom.
Or just ... The words of reason.
That friend who can talk my down.
Ease my madness.
not necessarily make me see reason - but make me feel better.
I'm glad you were there for me tonight, when I needed you (again).
Has the panic gone? Yup.. Thanks to the pill.
The way I see it.. In my clarity since the pill... I am still on grave, until I get a note that CLEARLY states otherwise and that meets the standards of my workplace. So that better be a damn good note.
My Doctor better show up for my appointment on Tuesday morning or I may find myself admitted to that psych ward because the anxiety of this alone is enough to put me there.
Yes.. I still have a job...
I just want my sanity.
I've also been told that I over-react and over-analyze. There's also the over-thinking and the jumping to conclusions.
I think this time... I can safely say... Even though I thought of worse case scenario - when it was presented to me, I was shocked, scared and extremely upset.
Then my mind went into over-drive.. Then panic set in...
Thank goodness for friends.
The ones you can call for those words of wisdom.
Or just ... The words of reason.
That friend who can talk my down.
Ease my madness.
not necessarily make me see reason - but make me feel better.
I'm glad you were there for me tonight, when I needed you (again).
Has the panic gone? Yup.. Thanks to the pill.
The way I see it.. In my clarity since the pill... I am still on grave, until I get a note that CLEARLY states otherwise and that meets the standards of my workplace. So that better be a damn good note.
My Doctor better show up for my appointment on Tuesday morning or I may find myself admitted to that psych ward because the anxiety of this alone is enough to put me there.
Yes.. I still have a job...
I just want my sanity.
Dragonfly 9/17/2006 08:07:00 PM