Friday, March 12, 2010
The Truth so far
I have finally given up.
The medication - though great at keeping me stable has also been keeping me form enjoying life. Things aren't fun.. Stress is still stress, annoying people are still annoying people.
Upon returning home from my first diving trip away I stopped taking my pills... i sort of slowly came off the seroquel but not being able to keep track of my daily pills am not really sure what I took and how often.
Unfortunately the side effects of the chemicals leaving my system are worse than the side effects during.
Right now my body is on fire - pins and needles throughout. Water would help but unfortunately it tastes metallic again.
Everything I eat makes me nauseous. I can't sleep without other drugs so clonazepam is still my friend). my sleep is sketchy and weird.
I took today off so I could catch up on sleep and hopefully feel better.
I have no idea how long this will last.
I am looking forward to it being gone.
I am also starting a weight loss product and after 60 days I will get a cheque for $1500 that will help after the fiasco with the furnace and mortgage. anything to help. besides I look like a manatee and would prefer not too...
The medication - though great at keeping me stable has also been keeping me form enjoying life. Things aren't fun.. Stress is still stress, annoying people are still annoying people.
Upon returning home from my first diving trip away I stopped taking my pills... i sort of slowly came off the seroquel but not being able to keep track of my daily pills am not really sure what I took and how often.
Unfortunately the side effects of the chemicals leaving my system are worse than the side effects during.
Right now my body is on fire - pins and needles throughout. Water would help but unfortunately it tastes metallic again.
Everything I eat makes me nauseous. I can't sleep without other drugs so clonazepam is still my friend). my sleep is sketchy and weird.
I took today off so I could catch up on sleep and hopefully feel better.
I have no idea how long this will last.
I am looking forward to it being gone.
I am also starting a weight loss product and after 60 days I will get a cheque for $1500 that will help after the fiasco with the furnace and mortgage. anything to help. besides I look like a manatee and would prefer not too...
Dragonfly 3/12/2010 03:36:00 PM