Saturday, July 16, 2011
Seeking Solace within
I do't get asked how I am feeling anymore - the answer is always the same.
I don't offer that information either. Its getting tiresome and I refuse to lie or sugar coat it.
I am isolating myself from the people I love - and from the people I hate.
I am bitter because he won't tell me his plans.
I need some sort of action plan... something to guide me. I need to know if there is one, or what I can do to help.
I am frustrated and I feel alone. I feel like a burden and I don't want to bother anyone.
And my head still hurts.
The only positive thing right now is that I have lost weight.
I am by no means skinny - but none of my pants/shorts fit.
I don't offer that information either. Its getting tiresome and I refuse to lie or sugar coat it.
I am isolating myself from the people I love - and from the people I hate.
I am bitter because he won't tell me his plans.
I need some sort of action plan... something to guide me. I need to know if there is one, or what I can do to help.
I am frustrated and I feel alone. I feel like a burden and I don't want to bother anyone.
And my head still hurts.
The only positive thing right now is that I have lost weight.
I am by no means skinny - but none of my pants/shorts fit.
Dragonfly 7/16/2011 12:32:00 PM