Monday, January 23, 2012
Really gotta figure this out
I haven't gotten this down for sure yet. But it seems I am truly unhappy. No one asked my permission to change my life. I don't recognize it anymore and frankly I don't like it at all. Somewhere along the way I lost my individuality and became a family and without even wanting one I have to do everything for them and not think about myself.
It's been a year. The things I love and so for enjoyment are gone, long gone. No movies no diving. No going to the gym to loud. I can't even bring myself to go to a yoga class. The anxiety is holding me back again. I can't believe I have come full Circle again. back to the medication and the mood and the hating myself and my life. It just keeps coming back to this . It's pathetic
It's been a year. The things I love and so for enjoyment are gone, long gone. No movies no diving. No going to the gym to loud. I can't even bring myself to go to a yoga class. The anxiety is holding me back again. I can't believe I have come full Circle again. back to the medication and the mood and the hating myself and my life. It just keeps coming back to this . It's pathetic
Dragonfly 1/23/2012 11:11:00 PM