Friday, January 11, 2013
Christmas in January
I finally made it down to Windsor. It is just the girl and I ... girls weekend. We left the boys at home. Rob works on Sunday morning so this worked out easier... It also means there are fewer people in the house. That is a good thing, as it is noisy here.
But it does feel like home. I find comfort here, having conversations and being included. It is wonderful.
Sometimes I feel very awkward, and like a guest at Robs house.
And, it is Robs house... it will never be mine. I have come to accept that now. All I want to do is make it something he doesn't want. Or isn't comfortable with.
I don't know.
Maybe i am thinking too much.
But it does feel like home. I find comfort here, having conversations and being included. It is wonderful.
Sometimes I feel very awkward, and like a guest at Robs house.
And, it is Robs house... it will never be mine. I have come to accept that now. All I want to do is make it something he doesn't want. Or isn't comfortable with.
I don't know.
Maybe i am thinking too much.
Dragonfly 1/11/2013 10:35:00 PM