Monday, May 25, 2015
Waiting to see if I exist?
I never thought I would ever write that... let alone think it.
I know that I exist, I am an entity unto myself.
HOWEVER, my question is more do I exist to him.
Todday is the day he gets back from his camping trip. So... will he remember me and call/text? Will he come see me? Or will he choose to ignore me. I am currently in limbo, and my relationship is on the line.
but i guess i already knew that.
And my heart is breaking.
My resentment grows.
And I question everything as I lose more and more "friends".
Dragonfly 5/25/2015 08:27:00 PM