Tales From the Dark Side

I just been one of those days.
I have wanted to stay in bed - or stay on the couch and do nothing (or play my game) because I am so damn tired.
Instead I went and did some running around, picked up some groceries, and went out for sushi with my friend for her birthday.
Now I am really tired... and full of sashimi and edamame!
Sushi rocks... that is good... everything else is ... well... futile.
Tomorrow is going to suck.

You ever just want to growl at everyone?
I mean, really growl.

Curl back your lips and growl. From deep down in your gut, and just let them know, in the most primal sense that they are complete imbiciles, not suitable for continued existance.

Either that..
or I have to stop reading about werewolves

I guess I'm OK as long as I refrain from actual biting.
Right?

Remember this game... It was from ages ago. I really liked it. It's cleansing and makes everything better. Although it does make the shit hit the fan, depending on who reads the list... but I don't care anymore.

So here goes!

The MEME!

List ten things you want to say to ten people you know, but never will for whatever reason. Don't say who they are. Use each person only once.


1. If she was still alive she would have divorced you for the shit you have done.
2. I don't know how to help you. And I really wish I could.
3. I don't miss you, your arrogance was aggravating.
4. I spend too much money when we are together.
5. It scares me how much you turn me on.
6. I still worry about you, and your kids.
7. I wish you would call me.
8. I can't believe you want another one.
9. He's not real! Grow up and see that he really isn't coming, and move on!
10. You have a nice ass! And I just want to pinch it!


Short, simple and to the point today.

Last Night was the final night of my classe de francaise.
It was the oral test and the written exam.

I passed the course... whoo hoo, but I have no idea how.
Then when my "teacher" said he would see me in September for level 3 I said I would not be moving on.
I don't feel I have learned anything, I haven't grasped the necessary concepts to move forward and I don't feel I can speak the language.

Besides...
He's the term 3 teacher.
And he doesn't teach.
He gives homework and expects us to teach ourselves everything then goes over it after we have already the work wrong... These are not the easiest concepts, they are rules after rules and they all have exceptions that aren't necessarily in the book. But we are expected to know them all on our own without guidance. It doesn't help keep your confident.
I stopped caring part way through and that has made a huge difference. I just didn't want to go back. But I persevered.

So I was told last night that I am stubborn and that I was put down too much and as a result I don't have confidence in myself... but he believes in me... (but yet he called my stubborn).
I hated going to that class because he picked on me all the time. He picked on me - but not about the language - it was about being a leafs fan, or drinking Tea, or knowing that caffeine could give headache relief - I got the nickname Dr. Nicole after that one. He picked on me, regardless. The girls said he picked on me because he liked me. But I didn't like it.

I'll check to see if there is a level 3 class that isn't Wednesday nights - the night he is teaching.. if not, then I have no idea what to do. Take Level 2 again or move on to Level 3.